MireanJ, Who I Am

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May

Who I Am

I am a mother of two boys. They fill my life with so much joy.

I am a wife to an amazing man. He loves me all the ways he can.

I’m not perfect, but I’m not bad. I have my flaws, but I’m not mad.

I’m lazy as hell, somtimes lacking motivation. I have so much energy for outdoor recreation.

Talkative, but can be so quiet. Walk around naked and be so private.

I fight to the end to make my point. I like to take comfort in smoking a joint.

More like a blunt, But I had to quit for that job hunt.

I’m so stubborn, it’s not even funny. I’m not spoiled, but expect too much from too many.

My head is an escape, but can also be my jail. Never needed anybody to post my bail.

I’m an open book, just turn the page. You’ll see me happy, sad and full of rage.

Filled with hopes, fantasies and dreams. Grabbing a hold is so hard it seems.

Turn to God, I have many times. But I find more comfort turning to my rhymes.

I’m a sister, a daughter and a good friend to have. I strive to make so many people laugh.

I’m a goof, I’m corny, hillarious to some. Try not to be too serious, life should be fun.

I’m right but sometimes wrong. Want to search the world and find where I belong.

Underestimated, expected to not stand tall. My feet are grounded, not easy for me to fall.

Dual personalities, if you know me you can see. Dual personalities, how can I know the true me?

I’ve got thick skin that thins with love. My heart is soft, don’t be too tough.

My emotions are twisted and all connected. I’ll cry so easily once I’m affected.

I can forgive but never forget. Once you cross the line, that is it.

It’s hard for me to apologize. To say I’m sorry, I gotta understand why.

I’m intelligent, love to learn new things. But have no interest an ignorant beings.

Don’t call me a nigga, because I’m not the one. Don’t care if its cool, it wasn’t made for fun.

Don’t call me a bitch, because I’m not a dog. I don’t fuck around, the term doesn’t prove you’re strong.

I like women and I like men. I love nudity, sex and being open.

I admit who I am, because I’m tired of the front. Don’t like what you see? Let me go and you won’t.

Yes I have issues, yes I have sins. No I’m not crazy for telling it how it is.

I’m blessed, so blessed and have no shame. Because in heaven and earth I have my claim.

I love HATERS when HATERS hate me. They give me the momentum to be the best I can be. Spending all their time trying to bring me down. When I get to the top, best believe I'mma clown.

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